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Hi there, I'm Toria. On June 3rd 2015, my partner of 2yrs packed his things & left for work...and never came home.. Every day he left for work he would say goodbye to the kids (his step kids), and kiss me goodbye, and I would watch out the wee lounge window as his work van drove past, and I'd whisper "have a good day".. After a week of zero contact, he finally messaged me on facebook to let me know he wasn't ever returning...Just like that, I was suddenly with no rock, no best friend, no income, couldn't pay rent and had three children plus the animals he left in my care to feed...I cried for 2 weeks, couldn't sleep let alone sleep in "our" room, So I moved to the sofa...I was a full time student, but had to leave as affording childcare was no longer an option, and I began to make plans to move from our house, as I could no longer afford to live there..nIt wasn't until the 3rd week that the clouds cleared just enough for clarity to peek through, and I realised that this was a chance to get away from not only this house that I really didn't want to be in, but to also change old thought patterns and encourage better thinking.. more positive thinking...so.. out of something really crummy happening, and whether I liked it or not, at 33 I was pushed head first into planning the "what next" stage of my life..
What do I want to do? I don't know.. Stay in study? no.. So what am I going to do? leave..Do I like the way I feel? no.. The way I look? no.. So what do I need to do? lose weight and create a more positive environment for myself and the children.. Ok, cool.. LETS DO THIS THEN!!!...As cliche as it sounds, this new thought process made me re-evaluate pretty much everything in my life.. And, well, created this journey to finding "me" again.. This is MY Personal Pursuit of Happiness..

*Highest weight - 264 lbs in 2005 (23yrs) NEVER-AGAIN!!
*GOAL weight #1 - 165 lbs
*GOAL weight #2 - 154 lbs
*GOAL weight #3 - 143 lbs & with muscle!!!

Weigh-In:
*26th MAY 2015 - 213.4 lbs
*26th JUN 2015 - 206.8 lbs
*26th JUL 2015 -
*26th AUG 2015 -
*26th SEP 2015 -
*26th OCT 2015 -
*26th NOV 2015 -
*26th DEC 2015 -


Member Since: 7/9/2012

Fitness Minutes: 627

My Goals:
*Highest weight - 264 lbs in 2005 (23yrs) NEVER-AGAIN!!
*GOAL weight #1 - 165 lbs
*GOAL weight #2 - 154 lbs
*GOAL weight #3 - 143 lbs & with muscle!!!



My Program:
Weigh-In:
*26th MAY 2015 - 213.4 lbs
*26th JUN 2015 - 206.8 lbs



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32, mother of 3, From New Zealand :)


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