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I am happy and excited and hopeful and pumped !!! I love and appreciate group challenges! Life was GREAT before April 8 2014. I was my loses weight in years 192 lbs ... all from jus living healthy and active. I was happy and not depressed daily. Everything is off now Today is Feb 16th 2016 and I weigh 277.8 lbs .... my knees hurt everyday since having surgery on my right knee July 2014 and my eating habits are way out of control. For the last several months I have started back to the happy healthier me I was before everything went down in 2014 and each time I have taken 2 steps forward and 20 steps back. Still after all this time weekends are my enemy. I know once I can get through 1 weekend ... then 2 weekends ... then 3 weekends I will feel better physically and emotionally and this will get easy again it will become routine again for not nly me but my son who at the moment I am failing health wise. Because even though he's the best reader in class (reading 4 levels over the grade recommendation) he's also over weight for his age and over the last year the unhealthy eating habits I've picked back up he has also picked up. This is my first time admitting that but it's true continuing my life the way I am will continue to fail my son and that's something I never wanted to do and now I am doing it intentionally. Blu Sooooooooooooo much has happen since than.... my 21lb dog was attacked by 2 100lb dogs... it took 5000$ to save his life ... after being very devestated by that whole event (and honestly still shaken till today) and yes my dog is alive and well... Well that really shook me off the wagon I went straight to comfort fort and late night eating after almost 2 years of happiness. July 2014 I had surgery on a tor later meniscus in my right knee (big f**in mistake) prior to surgery and since the attack I had gained about 7 lbs... After surgery the pain I was running away from that occasionally made it hard to walk, never went away. I gained majority of my weight back within months between the depression and not having the ability physically to move how I wanted was breaking me more and more every day. Today I am 261.6 lbs that''s 10 lbs lighter than last month. A surgeon (the 2nd I''ve seen for advice) told me there''s nothing I can do except maybe pain injections but even so I will never do the things I love ever again.... I wanted to bawl... Those who followed me 4 years know I lost all my weight or majority of it via Zumba ... my love... the best for of exercise ever created, WHY? Because I love to dance. And now I have doctors and physio therapist telling me I will never do those things again. Well I decided after the last surgeon that I''m not going to allow them to break me down. I know what I want and I know how to get it and yes its is sooooo very hard especially after going back to foods I hadn''t eaten in years and turning them into everyday regular meals... but I know I can do ... even with the diagnosis I have (50% or more of my right knee lateral meniscus was removed last July now a new MRI shows the remaining meniscus is also torn my ACL is partially torn and I have osteoarthritis in both knee possibly meniscus issues in my left as well I''ll find that out end of Oct) I am in pain daily but my tolerance was high to begin with and has only gotten higher. I am taking it as slow and modified as I can ... but I am determined to get back to were I was in every important aspect of my life. Blu =ý =ý

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  • v JENNIFERRR1973
    Hi
    I was wondering if you wanted to join BLC43 Spring/Summer round?
    I am on team Magnificent Midnight Mustangs.
    Here is the link to register...
    http://www.sparkpeople.com/myspark/team_
    messageboard.asp?board=0x68423
    222 days ago
  • v LYNNBELTONLOSES
    HEY GIRL, HOW ARE YOU LATELY, I AINT SEEN YOU AROUND HUNNIE, HOWS YOUR WEIGHT GOING BOO?
    HOLLA BACK GIRL.

    SMOOTCHES,
    SINCERELY,
    YOUR WEIGHTLOSS GIRLFRIEND,
    ~lynn
    (yahoo im: belton_lynn)
    1729 days ago
  • v LYNNBELTONLOSES
    GIRL, HEY I GOT YOUR MESSAGE ON MY PG. WHATS GOIN ON WITH YOUR HEALTH AND HOW DOES IT AFFECT YOUR WEIGHT HUNNIE, YOU CAN RESPOND TO ME IN A SPARK NOTE IF ITS REAL PERSONAL GIRL.

    HOLLA AT ME GIRL...

    SMOOTCHES,
    SINCERELY,
    YOUR WEIGHTLOSS GIRLFRIEND,
    ~lynn
    (yahoo im: belton_lynn)
    1868 days ago
  • v LYNNBELTONLOSES
    HEY GIRL, HOW ARE YOU DOING HUNNIE?
    GOODMORNING.

    SINCERELY,
    YOUR WEIGHTLOSS GIRLFRIEND,
    ~lynn
    (yahoo im: belton_lynn)
    1881 days ago
  • v LYNNBELTONLOSES
    HEY GIRL????????? WHERE U BEEN AT? HOLLA AT ME HUNNIE ON MY YAHOO IM WHICH IS:

    belton_lynn

    I'M ON RIGHT NOW GIRL, SO HOLLA BACK AND LET ME KNOW YOUR YAHOO IM TOO BOO.

    SMOOTCHES,
    SINCERELY,
    YOUR WEIGHTLOSS SISTAHGIRLFRIEND,
    ~lynn
    (yahoo im: belton_lynn)
    1886 days ago
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