KELLEYBAILEY
I haven't read a lot of your posts Jayde, but you should know that I've always admired what I perceive as confidence in you. My lack of confidence and the fact that I tend to beat myself up 24/7 has always been a problem in me until the past few months. I enjoy reading your pages and knowing that someone I admire has ups and downs too... 3389 days ago
NANCYANNE55
I hope you don't mind me opinionating on you, as we know each other not at all, but I've seen you on the boards answering questions in ways that are not very kind to yourself. Sweetie, if you aren't nice to yourself, how can you ever expect to get where you want to be? I have a saying: "It's really hard to help someone you don't like." It's time for you to stop beating yourself up and start being kind to yourself. Seriously.
I blogged about this a year and a half ago, I think. A blog titled "Love yourself in your current condition". It's here on Spark, waaaaaaay back in my blogs, if you would like to check it out. I think it could help you.
If it makes you feel better, I also gained back all of the weight I had lost, plus 20 pounds. It's entirely possible to come back even STRONGER. Really.
I truly am sorry if this offends. I just hate to see you setting up a pattern of such a self-destructive habit. 3390 days ago
SPUNKYBLUEGRL
Glad it wasn't terrible at least. GWW was FANTASTIC :oD Yay for bringing newbies to have fun.
Hopefully I'll be able to come back to war in the future. I sure do miss everyone in ECS, but it's a lot harder to avoid some people there I'm afraid. Maybe once the divorce is finalized it won't be quite so bad. 3392 days ago