FITFUTUR4ME
You have a lot of challenges. I see that you are capable of doing the hard work to achieve a meaningful goal, but I think that you need to see the goal as 'YOU". Not the marathon,but realize that the work you need to do daily is the most meaningful goal you could have. You have come so far. You have a determination necessary. You are worth the hard work you put into everything that you dodo to have to cope with depression and some days are better than others. I have to remember to veg out without pigging out. My system can no longer that it. I have just returned to sparks and hope to stick with it. One step at a time.
I just came back on Spark after 699 days of being away!!!! If I only I stayed with it. I noticed that you are doing terrific. Congrats... Keep up the good work. 1776 days ago