ok im back... again

I am going to do it this time because i feel like i have to now that my hubby and i have officially decided to start a family. I am not happy with what i see in the mirror and i need a complete lifestyle change instead of leaving as soon as i feel good again, just stay with it i just need to take that good feeling and make 'it last longer!!! So excited yet again only this time i don't plan to dissapoint myself i plan to stick with it all the way and if i get pregnant i will stick with the healthy lifestyle to remain healthy for my unborn child. I plan to use the message boards more often and i have great buddies who live nearby me!!! so its gonna happen this time!!!