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Celebrating a New Me for Christmas

Friday, December 25, 2009

There is no way to express the overwhelming joy I have in my heart this year during the holiday season. Usually the holidays leave me feeling melancholy and even a little depressed. I usually struggle through all the events and preparations trying to 'make' it joyful.

This past year I have been so blessed. The process has not been easy and was far from joyful. At times it was down right painful to work through some of the mental and emotional layers that I had allowed to keep me in bondage. As I challenged myself to work through those layers, I discovered a new inner strength that I didn't know I possessed. I discovered my inner warrior. The warrior that defines what is worth fighting for and aggressively goes after it.

Knowing that I can handle struggles without binging or other forms of self loathing, makes me feel powerful. I love that I can nourish and care for myself in a way that allows the true me to radiate out to those around me. This transformation started on the inside, in my heart and in the attitude of my mind as I addressed areas of pain and sorrow. The results have been a revealing of the woman I was created to be.

I'm not at my physical weight goal, but I am the woman I want to be be and that is beautiful.

***Be brave, be bold, be fierce and be fabulous***

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  • VICIOUS421
    You are an awesome person and can do whatever you decide you want to do! I wish you well on your journey and if you ever need to talk to someone, I am here!
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    3921 days ago
  • LADYSNOWFALL
    I hope to find myself in the same place you found yourself next year! One step at a time, one foot in front of the other.
    3922 days ago
  • no profile photo CD4927412
    What a great blog. I read through some of your others as well. You have such a healthy attitude. I love it. You are doing an awesome job here. You are truly an inspiration. I added you as a friend. I enjoyed reading your blogs and liked some of the information you add.

    I hope you have a fabulous 2010!!!

    (I thought I had typed this - or something similar a minute ago - but it seems to have disappeared - if you have two - it's just me losing my mind from the stress of the holiday - ha ha)
    3925 days ago
  • PERSONALTRNR
    Awesome! Means its only going to get better in 2010.
    3925 days ago
  • DANCINGPENGUIN
    Beautiful post. I know you'll make it to the weight goal, because you know that that's secondary to the goal you've already met.
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    3925 days ago
  • SPUD1226
    emoticon Merry Christmas
    3926 days ago

    Comment edited on: 12/25/2009 9:06:34 AM
  • BETHLOVESBIKING
    So inspiring! I'm going to try your green tea--I do something similar, but without the lemons. The lemons sound so good. You are doing really well!

    Oops, the lemon tea comment was in response to another one of your blogs. This blog.....wow--you've discovered your inner warrior!!!
    3926 days ago

    Comment edited on: 12/25/2009 9:57:03 AM
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    3926 days ago
  • NUTRON3
    Merry Christams!
    3926 days ago
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