Having a much better day!!
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
So yesterday I was all doom and gloom and sometimes life just bited ya in the rear end sometimes! But I am back on board now...I started a new routine...every night before I go to bed I am going to setup a schedule for myself for the next day. So far it has been working, granted it is only a few hours into it but I hopped onto the elliptical as planned and still plan on doing my P90X later on. It helps a lot to have my day planned out instead of just going through the day wondering what to do next. Thank you to all of you who had encouraging words! I am definitely going to look into workout groups or volunteering, need to get out of the house and start meeting some new friends! Well hopefully my spark is back to stay. I realize every time when I stop working out that I can't just for the simple fact that I need an outlet. And I am determined to reach at LEAST 130 by June 20th which is my first dress fitting! So far my family has commented that they see that I have lost a lot of weight, especially in my arms which is the area that I have been concentrating on since I have a strapless dress! I will take photos when I go for my dress fitting so I have before and after photos to compare! And I also realize that beauty really does not start from the outside but it needs to come within. I really have to focus on that so I can rebuild my self esteem!!