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Friday, May 21, 2010

So Week 3 has been good to me or rather I have been good to me. I pack my breakfast and lunch, I drink plenty of water, I plan my dinners - health consciously, I go to the gym at least 3 days a week and I feel good.

Wait *AHEM*(clearing throat)

I FEEL GOOD!! emoticon

Did everyone hear that!!?? WOOHOO!!

Wow! I haven't been able to truly say that for quite some time. Just losing this small bit of weight has made me feel more alive, more womanly, more myself! I recently told a friend that I love the after workout rush... then I realized "Did I just say that? Me???" I jokingly said it must the skinny girl inside me fighting to get out! But its true... it's a part of me that I have pushed so deep inside that I forgot she was even there. I have missed being that girl -the girl who enjoys bike rides and roller coasters and jumping on the trampoline with the kids. I have forgotten how to enjoy being myself. Hmmph!

But within 3 weeks I have noticed small changes physically and emotionally and it feels great! I look forward to things... rather than dreading them. I even treated myself to a couple new VS bras! For me that is such a treat!!! With my hubby as a fulltime student and raising my 3 girls...times are far and few between when I make a spontaneous buy for myself. But I deserve it! I am working hard!! But really...I love feeling this fire , the desire to want to look good because I feel good on the inside. The desire to feel sexy again...curves and all! I love it... and this is only the beginning!
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    I love this blog and how confident you are!!! It's so motivating to hear you talk this way about yourself and what this journey is doing to help you find you again! I bet your husband is loving the new purchase! So good to treat yourself with a non food item that you will be able to enjoy over and over again!

    A big emoticon for the exercise mentality change!!! That is progress!!!! I'm so proud of you!!!! Enjoy!!!!
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    3838 days ago
    thats right its the skinny girl in you that wants to do all that fun stuff!! Soon, we'll be renting jet ski's on the beach and planning adventure trails for the kids!!! I'm so proud of you!! This week and coming week are killing me.. killing me... killing... me...
    3839 days ago
    Congratulations, keep doing it and sonn you'll shout us that you feel GREAT!
    3840 days ago
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