Knock Knock...Who's there? ME!
Friday, May 21, 2010
So Week 3 has been good to me or rather I have been good to me. I pack my breakfast and lunch, I drink plenty of water, I plan my dinners - health consciously, I go to the gym at least 3 days a week and I feel good.
Wait *AHEM*(clearing throat)
I FEEL GOOD!!
Did everyone hear that!!?? WOOHOO!!
Wow! I haven't been able to truly say that for quite some time. Just losing this small bit of weight has made me feel more alive, more womanly, more myself! I recently told a friend that I love the after workout rush... then I realized "Did I just say that? Me???" I jokingly said it must the skinny girl inside me fighting to get out! But its true... it's a part of me that I have pushed so deep inside that I forgot she was even there. I have missed being that girl -the girl who enjoys bike rides and roller coasters and jumping on the trampoline with the kids. I have forgotten how to enjoy being myself. Hmmph!
But within 3 weeks I have noticed small changes physically and emotionally and it feels great! I look forward to things... rather than dreading them. I even treated myself to a couple new VS bras! For me that is such a treat!!! With my hubby as a fulltime student and raising my 3 girls...times are far and few between when I make a spontaneous buy for myself. But I deserve it! I am working hard!! But really...I love feeling this fire , the desire to want to look good because I feel good on the inside. The desire to feel sexy again...curves and all! I love it... and this is only the beginning!