Tuesday, May 25, 2010
So, I’ve been depressed for the last three weeks. I feel like I’ve been let down by a best friend and then forgotten about. It seems like the only light that has shone down on me these past few weeks is the little bit that shines through the home office blinds day after day. Why are the blinds in the office always closed? Why are they not open?
It’s been quiet in the office lately The only sound is that of a fan which cools the area, making it a comfortable place during the heat of the day. Days are allowed to pass by without so much as a “hello” during the day or a “goodnight” as the computer is shut down and the office doors are closed to keep the animals out at night. What am I to do?
I am in plain sight; yet I feel totally invisible! I feel I may have to throw myself into the path of an individual and startle them or trip them to get noticed. Am I a burden to this family? Do they really not want me?
I’ve been very useful in the past! Anytime my services were needed, I was prepared, ready, willing, and able. I was available day or night; no matter the time. When my services were used, the outcome was improved results! Results that could be seen and appreciated. What motivation!
I really feel I am no longer needed. All I ever wanted was to be touched. To be needed. To be useful. I will continue to sit quietly in the office. I will try not to be a nuisance and I’ll do my best not to disturb. However, should my services still be required, I will always be here.
Hey my friends, don’t neglect your exercise equipment as I have. Whether it be free weights, resistance bands, exercise balls, DVD’s, or a Bowflex machine. Get busy working out! That goes for me too!
Enjoy this journey and reach those goals!!