What A week so far..

Ok, I am so glad that I had a great weekend. That is helping me get through this week so far.
The week started out good. went to work and the puppy didn't make any messes for me to clean up when I got home. Woo Hoo. So then we decided to leave him out when we went to visit our daughter for a couple of hours. That is when the week took a turn. Had a great visit with our daughter and her family. Got home and the puppy was gone. the new grill tipped over the the puppy gone. He had gotten out of the harness. So we went looking and calling neighbors to find him. No good. next day went to work and our daughter posted a posting on facebook and a friend of hers posted it on craig's list. I called the dog catchers around the area to let them know he got loose and we was looking for him. Then one of the control officers told me to call where we got him from he maybe headed back there seeing we had not had him for to long only 2 weeks. But he was doing great. So I called the guy left message for him to call f he happen to go back there. after work we went looking again. and then went home to get dinner and check the phone in case anyone called. Well the guy that we got the puppy from called to see if we had found him then he started questioning me as to why the puppy was on a chain and a harness. How long had he been outside? what had we done to find him? Then he hung up on me. Making it sound like we wasnt trying or didn't care. That is not us. we care very deeply for our animals. they are our babies. So then we sat down to eat and the next thing I see this truck driving by it was the guy that we got the puppy from. He drove by several times. I feel like total shit.. some one thinking I don't give a shit about the puppy or thinking that we wasn't trying. we can only do so much. I am not sure what the guy is expecting from us. I think if he finds him we wont get him back.
i have felt depressed very very hungry. i keep thinking positive. I keep reading positive quotes I am exercising. Just starting to feel run down.
Please help I am in need of support and positive feed back. Thank you.
Hey congrad's to the people who has lost and the ones that are trying we can do it together.