Emotional eating rollercoaster
Monday, April 25, 2011
Since about last Thursday, I've been eating way too much. It started when I made some treats for my hubby to send in to work to share with his coworkers. Of course I had to try them. And then I figured, Easter is just a few days away, I may as well keep going.
Then on Saturday, we got a call that my grandma wasn't well. She passed away on Easter. And I just don't have the will to stop myself from eating. My stomach is hurting, but I want to keep shoving it in my mouth. I even caught myself thinking, "I don't want to eat anything like fruit because it's too filling and I won't be able to eat the bad stuff I really want".
I'm so disappointed in myself.
We're going to be down in my hometown for the next two days to be with my family and to attend my grandma's funeral, and I don't think I'll be able to stop myself from emotional eating. I wish it had an off switch.