AAAK - CARB BINGE!!!!
Tuesday, May 03, 2011
Oh it was baaaaaad! I could see it happening, and I knew it was wrong but as hard as I tried I couldn't stop my hand from putting that food in my mouth.
Emotional eating breakdown. UUUGH!
But a bad morning won't stop me from eating a healthy dinner
- and maybe documenting this instance that I let the stress overcome me will help me
my evil hand in the future.
Truth be told, I was feeling sorry for myself - and guilty - and alot stressed.
My son broke out the back window of my car - no not my car but my FIL's car
that I've been driving since my transmission died.
Anyway - at first I was stressed about (warning - selfish moment) not getting to run this week.
Then I was upset about the fact that I clearly wasn't watching my son (who knows better) close enough and how to determine an appropriate punishment.
All the while feeling terribly guilty about the broken window.
Only to find out you can't get a window to replace it. So here I am NOT at all knowing what I'm talking about calling wreckage yards praying they aren't going to take advantage of me asking if they have my car with the back glass intact that I can purchase....
I found one not too horribly far away and a company to install it all at a price at the low end of what I expected and I'm feeling a lot less stressed. aaaaahhhhhhhh....
So good breakfast, bad bad lunch/snack... healthy dinner. Lesson learned! Still mad at myself for being weak but I'm not going to let it ruin the rest of my day.