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Tuesday, May 03, 2011

Oh it was baaaaaad! I could see it happening, and I knew it was wrong but as hard as I tried I couldn't stop my hand from putting that food in my mouth. emoticon Emotional eating breakdown. UUUGH!
But a bad morning won't stop me from eating a healthy dinner emoticon - and maybe documenting this instance that I let the stress overcome me will help me emoticon my evil hand in the future.
Truth be told, I was feeling sorry for myself - and guilty - and alot stressed.
My son broke out the back window of my car - no not my car but my FIL's car emoticon that I've been driving since my transmission died. emoticon
Anyway - at first I was stressed about (warning - selfish moment) not getting to run this week. emoticon
Then I was upset about the fact that I clearly wasn't watching my son (who knows better) close enough and how to determine an appropriate punishment. emoticon
All the while feeling terribly guilty about the broken window. emoticon
Only to find out you can't get a window to replace it. So here I am NOT at all knowing what I'm talking about calling wreckage yards praying they aren't going to take advantage of me asking if they have my car with the back glass intact that I can purchase.... emoticon
I found one not too horribly far away and a company to install it all at a price at the low end of what I expected and I'm feeling a lot less stressed. aaaaahhhhhhhh.... emoticon

So good breakfast, bad bad lunch/snack... healthy dinner. Lesson learned! Still mad at myself for being weak but I'm not going to let it ruin the rest of my day. emoticon
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    You're human it happened. The best part is you didn't let it sabotage the entire day.
    3449 days ago
    Hang in there! You can do it! emoticon
    3460 days ago
    you can get back on the wagon!!!!
    3460 days ago
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    It's ok. Really!! I had one of those moments 3 times last weekend & I'm still paying for it today (Wed.) I've been working so hard to work it off but it just won't budge :( Why is food such a crime? There are a lot worse things in the world. Not fair!! Hope you have a good rest of the week. Good luck with your car window :) emoticon
    3462 days ago
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