Ever have that moment...
Sunday, June 19, 2011
Where you know what you want to do and don't know where to start? Yep that is me, even though I have been down this road multiple times I just can't seem to get started. Right now my kitchen is being remodled and I haven't had a stove for 2 weeks and a sink for 4 weeks(by the time I get one) so trying to use the microwave and grill hasn't been easy. Most of the time it has been eating out. Not good diet wise either. On my way to get chinese food yesterday I was just disgusted with myself. I don't normally even eat all of it, it usually ends up as 2 meals, but I came to the point of "this needs to stop soon". However I am sure it isn't until the sink is done and I can actually cook and clean the dishes.
I guess part of the issue is right now I know I need to make a change NOW, and starting to feel overwhelmed...baby steps are great but then I only focus on them instead of adding on.
Ok enough of the whining...time to own up to what I can control. I have got to give up sweet tea(not going to lie but this one is going to be realllllllllyyyyy hard!) While the food situation isn't great I can try to do better for my lunch and break while at work. Exercise is another toughie considering I am gone from the home for 11 and 1/2 hours when working. So either doing it early morning(talking at least 5 am...way to early for this girl) or just doing it after work regardless of what is going on. I can always go for walks when I am off work, especially when there is just my dog(possibly dogs). I am slowly forming the plan, but it isn't quite there yet. Again I just don't have a great starting point right now...so trying to do what I can for now.