A little off topic
Wednesday, June 22, 2011
I've never really been the type to blog, but I'm so happy that I have this outlet this week. It's my birthday tomorrow and for some reason I get really down before my birthday. I've had a headache all week, haven't worked out and all I crave is anything that is not home cooked. :(
I don't know if it's because I feel like I haven't accomplished anything or the fact that I'm not at my goal weight when I should have been there over a month ago. It's sad but I can't wait until the day passes. It seems everyone else is more excited than I am.
As of today I am now in stage 4 of SP but I feel like I should have stayed in stage 2. I'm hoping after tomorrow I can snap out of my low mood and get back to working out. It's beach time and once again (just like every year) I don't feel comfortable in a bathing suit. :(
I hope my next blog will be much more positive. Thanks for taking the time to read it.