Thursday, August 04, 2011
Today I came to a realization, how much stress being overweight, I'm causing myself. Simple everyday things are not simple everyday things for me. I constantly have to be concerned about everything around me, such as, making sure a chair will hold me or if if its too low, will I be able to get up. Even using the toilet away from home, many are so low and even the clean up afterwards. Many times I want to go out, but I choose to stay home cause I dont want to be in the way of others or the surroundings are uncomfortable for me, cant get on the ground or sit on the bences, cant walk for long distances or stand too long and then to put up with the stares. These are simple things for most people and they dont understand really when you try to explain, so you just be quiet and let them assume whatever, but that also is a stress. Right now, I feel better and less stress, so thank you sparkpeople for letting me vent.