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Beginning Again

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

How many times have I posted this blog? How many more times will I do it before it finally sticks? After yet another struggle with overmedication, I have climbed back on the bandwagon. Food is not my friend right now, with my stomach rebelling at most everything, but I am slowly working on getting it used to eating again. I also climbed onto my elliptical for the first time in almost a year. It was hard work, but I felt like I had accomplished something when I climbed off after 30 minutes. I was sweaty and tired, but over the moon having accomplished something. My clothes no longer fit. My body doesn't fit my image of it. I know that the only way I can fix this is to work hard. I did it before and I am doing it again. So here's to
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    There's nothing like the motivation you have with starting over! Keep it up, you will do great! :)
    3341 days ago
    *sigh* I wish it were easy, but I'm so glad you're back! emoticon
    3341 days ago
  • MAGA99
    as long as ur not quitting ur doing good
    3342 days ago
    Way to go for re-starting and sharing, Frolic. I missed lots of time due to a big op and other 'stuff' this year - not an easy one and have restablished my goals and direction.
    Let's progress together and we can make it again and survive the life that's thrown our way....
    3342 days ago
    Thank you for posting Frolic, and for the courage to post it. I've been struggling a lot too, and your post helps me know I'm not alone. Know, too, that you're not alone. I just made an appt with a fitness person on Wednesday to get some additional support.

    In solidarity,
    3343 days ago
  • no profile photo CD7779450
    I feel you, I'm there too. And I'm at my all time high weight of 220. But I keep thinking, smokers usually make a lot of attempts before finally successfully getting themselves free, and I think weight loss is like that. This time I'm doing more planning, putting more thought into HOW I'm gonna do it. Here's to us, we CAN do it!!
    3344 days ago
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