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Sunday, October 02, 2011

Thanks to all of my SP friends. I have really struggled recently and you have never given up on me. Even when I have NOT been a good SP friend to you guys. It was my plan to take back my life in October and overcome all the adversity that has been plaguing my family recently. And then our friend died yesterday. I am NOT going to let this derail me - I will not quit. But I can hardly breathe right now for the sadness I feel for my Brian and his family. I feel terrible on so many levels today - and I question when all of this will end.
Tomorrow is a new day and I am praying that God will get me and the rest of us through all of this......
Pam
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  • JESSIELOVE78
    You, your friends, and your family are in my prayers. ((hugs)))
    3466 days ago
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    Pam, I'm way behind on here, but I have been thinking of everyone. I always appreciate how you are there to cheer me on, so even when I'm not "here" I'm still thinking of you. I hope things get better for you soon. My thoughts are with you!
    3466 days ago
  • SM-ARTGIRL
    Big hugs to you at this time of lettinggo Pam. emoticon
    3473 days ago
  • MELIMEL3
    This year has been a difficult one. When one of my friends and I have bad news, the saying has become "2011 struck again." Make sure you give yourself the time you need, but don't lose sight of the One who is over all.
    3479 days ago
  • NORTHWOODSMOM8
    I'm HERE too! Pam, We can do this TOGETHER! I'm so, so sorry for your recent loss. You're in my prayers, and HEART always!!!! Much love, Susan
    3480 days ago
  • MY_HEALTH_BABY
    I am so sorry for your loss..
    3481 days ago
  • MOMMA_LITTLE
    Pam, I've lost a lot of very dear friends this year, and I can only say that I will be SO GLAD when there is no more suffering or dying. My faith has surely been tried, and I'm sure you have experienced similar. I'm so glad that you are still here, and that your SparkFriends can give you so much encouragement (I've read some of them... so nice!) Love to you and yours, my friend. Lori
    3481 days ago
  • MALEXANDER4
    Pam, I"m so very sorry for your loss. Never ever think that you don't help us or me each and everyday that i'm here. I"m so blessed to have you in my corner. This journey is hard enough on a good day, now with this added stress....god bless. Your will do this, you have done this. Don't give on you.
    3481 days ago
  • JUNEBUG1944
    Pam, you are always there for us and I hope we can help you, my friend. Please know that you have many of us thinking about you and praying that you will soon be feeling better. It is so hard when a friend dies...they leave such a void. I wish you the best...take care of yourself. God will get you through this.
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    3481 days ago

    Comment edited on: 10/2/2011 5:24:05 PM
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