Sunday, October 02, 2011
Thanks to all of my SP friends. I have really struggled recently and you have never given up on me. Even when I have NOT been a good SP friend to you guys. It was my plan to take back my life in October and overcome all the adversity that has been plaguing my family recently. And then our friend died yesterday. I am NOT going to let this derail me - I will not quit. But I can hardly breathe right now for the sadness I feel for my Brian and his family. I feel terrible on so many levels today - and I question when all of this will end.
Tomorrow is a new day and I am praying that God will get me and the rest of us through all of this......