It's not about where I was.....
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
even seven short months ago!!!
It's about where I'm at right now and honestly I've been STRUGGLING terribly!! I'm up 30 pounds from my lowest weight (to save the figuring, that's 247 pounds!) and I HATE IT!! I don't even know me anymore!! I'm letting what I have to RE-do mess with my mind and keep me in a place that I loathe! I keep saying I need to or I'm going to but do nothing to get started. Well, I'm done! Today is it....back on track. I KNOW I can do this!! I've done it and done it quite well in the past. I'm still the same person and I'm determined to get this grip before my health is back where it was when I said "enough is enough" and got started before!! No maybes and no gonnas.......I'm there. I'm setting new goals with new rewards and I'll end up being rewarded twice for a couple of goals met twice but OH WELL! I did the work before and deserved the reward then and I'll do it again and deserve it just as much this time too!! Problem solved!!
I've gone back and updated my goal weight and my current weight and I'm planning my meals so that I can stay with it well.............including at work. I'm letting no one have any influence on me there.....they don't have to live with the weight I gain and how I feel! Also, I COULD be a good influence to others there!!
Anyway, just wanted to update at my new starting point!! I plan to possibly blog once a week about my progress - just do some "journaling", so that I can work out anything getting in the way of me meeting my goals!!