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The Best Week Ever...

Monday, December 12, 2011

Or it will be by the end of it!!

I just had an amazing time in my adopted hometown and I think I am suffering from withdrawal :(

I have never made a secret of the fact that I did not want to move, however my son and his needs will always come first (or at least until he is grown) and our shift at the beginning of 2011 was for him. Last week was the first time I could bring myself to go back for a visit and I don't think I have heard as many "I love you"s as I did last week. It makes me feel happy and like crying all at the same time.

I also drank WAY too much and did no exercise (unless you count drunken dancing). My weight actually stayed around the same but my body looks and feels bloated and exhausted and my mind... Don't get me started!!!! I am sitting on a mountain of insecurities and trying to sift through them or ignore them and either way it is doing my head in!!

Where does all this lead?

Well I know where it used to lead.

It now leads me here. To Sparkland. To routine and control. To planning and executing. Now I am starting to sound like a crazy dictator but I feel safe here. Is this wrong?

Regardless I have a plan this week and I will stick to it.

Sunday:
emoticonCleaning emoticon
emoticonWashing emoticon
emoticonWater emoticon
emoticonFood emoticon
emoticonDishes emoticon
emoticonRecovering emoticon
emoticonMake Soup emoticon


Monday:
emoticonWork emoticon
emoticonWalk to and from work emoticon
emoticonST emoticon
emoticonWashing emoticon
emoticonDishes emoticon
emoticonSleep emoticon
emoticonWater emoticon
emoticonFood emoticon


Tuesday:
emoticonWork emoticon
emoticonWalk to and from work emoticon
emoticonVisit Kat and kids emoticon
emoticonWashing emoticon
emoticonDishes emoticon
emoticonSleep emoticon
emoticonWater emoticon
emoticonFood emoticon


Wednesday:
emoticonGardening emoticon
emoticonWork emoticon
emoticonWalk to and from work emoticon
emoticonST emoticon
emoticonWashing emoticon
emoticonDishes emoticon
emoticonSleep emoticon
emoticonWater emoticon
emoticonFood emoticon


Thursday:
emoticonCleaning Job
emoticonWork
emoticonWalk to and from work
emoticonWashing
emoticonDishes
emoticonSleep
emoticonWater
emoticonFood


Friday:
emoticonWork
emoticonWalk to and from work
emoticonST
emoticonWashing
emoticonDishes
emoticonSleep
emoticonWater
emoticonFood


Saturday:
emoticonST
emoticonWashing
emoticonDishes
emoticonSleep
emoticonWater
emoticonFood

Whether it is right or wrong I am going to depend on this plan to keep me true.
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  • PAMATX
    Drunken dancing does count! Here's to the crazed dictators in both of us in 2012! May they reign with a heavy hand.

    emoticon (That's not really a goodbye--it's a heavy hand.)

    Pam
    xxooxx
    3401 days ago
  • BADASSBLONDIE
    Glad to hear you had a wonderful week away. Sorry you have to be back now. *hugs*
    3418 days ago
  • BYEFATNANNY
    Love your new background pic. so cute. Glad you got to go for a visit, sounds pretty emotional.(and fun) I hope someday you will feel the same about where you are now. Are you going to start school again or are you done? Looks like your head is clearing after all that fun and your planning as always looks flawless. Always glad to see you here and enjoy your blogs. Always here to listen. Best wishes
    3419 days ago
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