This doesn't help her.
Tuesday, January 17, 2012
I just have to say that I am having a hard time today and this past Weekend as well. I heard from my cousin that she has more medical problems in addition to her son. I just saw her yesterday briefly. I said I would be Healthy for her as well, but my emotions took over. I ate more ice cream and stopped. Now, I'm processing. I want to move forward but I feel this heavy load in my heart and even if I am able to work out, my mind is not there. I hurt for her and she does not have the $ or support that she needs.
So my binge eating won't do anything. My neglectful behavior won't help. Choose life is the path. With tears in my eyes, I'll move out of this chair & do something.
I'll take the steps because doing nothing for me or my family will not heal her or help her.
If she can get up & go to work, I can certainly do my part for my family and & myself.