in a funk....sos

hello friends. i am in a funk on my diet and workout. i skipped zumba last night and think i will finish my 10 class punch card and then quit going. drama with some of the girls. why do i let them get under my skin. i should move my spot but i get up in second row so i can see instructor. it used to be fun but now for some reason im just not into it. think im going thru some hormonal issues which makes sense since i am going to be 49 in june. so i am asking thru my blog that maybe someone out there can wake me up and help me thru this funk.
i hope i dont bring anyone down by my post, not my intention. i just need help and help fast. thanks friends out there for your help. staff included.