Wednesday, February 08, 2012
So I was able to swing a free 5 day pass to the Y. the boyfriend was going to go with me but he didn't want to go today and I was so scared. I got there, signed in, and I was almost shaking. Mostly because I don't know how to use a gym, and I didn't want people to watch me. I was looking in the mirror and I was trying to put my hair up and I had to stop myself and tell myself to breathe, you'll be fine, relax! I put the hair up and I liked how I looked, that mattered to me for some reason. Then I saw the scale, I lost 4lbs! I am tickled!! That put me in a great mood!! I was on the treadmill (that was in spanish), and I couldn't stop smiling. I then played basketball with myself, jumped rope, and went for a quick swim. I feel great and tonight I am going skating with friends. I'm happy today, happy happy!!