Friday, February 10, 2012
I have been away for far too long. All of the weight I had lost in the end of the year is now back. I have failed at meeting my goal for my 25th birthday. [unless I magically transform in a matter of 14 days? Not Likely.]
I'm not sure why my weight loss and life style change took such a drastic turn for the worse? Life did become a lot more hectic with Mom visiting and the holidays then my new semester of school beginning but that should not be an excuse when something is important to you.
I am unsure what my real weight is at the moment because I've just returned to a positively, healthy eating schedule this week. I will be sure to weigh in tomorrow morning so I am aware of where I am beginning from, again.
I will be 25 on the 23rd of this month and I am very excited for that but I am disappointed in myself for the lack of commitment I've had in changing my lifestyle and my health.
My husband will be home from Afghanistan some time next month and I know it will be even more challenging to lose weight then, he promises me to be a superstar support system and make the gym a regular habit in our daily lives. He has packed on all kinds of muscle and is looking drop dead gorgeous for his homecoming, unlike myself.
I don't want to be too down on myself because that is never a healthy way to live. I have many wonderful aspects in my life and about myself, my weight/health just is not one of them at the moment. School and work are going wonderfully and my little family will all be under one roof again soon. I am thankful for that.
To everyone out there, I hope your journeys are going well and that your health and weight have taken a turn for the better!
all over again.