Wednesday, February 15, 2012
I feel better but I still hide away from work I should be doing, such as a report and a business proposition.
I have being playing sim's game since 2 hours instead.
To me, it shows how low is my motivation.
I went to bed too late last night - as usual.
I binged also - chips and salsa and cold slaw and fruit juice.
I keep sabotaging/indulging.
Guess I'm unhappy. Feel the need to protect myself again.
Need to grow up... and stop beating myself up!
This blog is meant to help me "being here and now".
So there you go. Here and now I'm hiding from myself - like a guilty child.
I have to be more tolerant with myself and find a way back to the radiant me I use to be.
I know I still am radiant, but rays are shorter
Enough with selfpity : I'll have a nice breaky and work before I'll meet with my daughter for lunch. There's an infinite source of unconditional love right there !