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Mixed Emotions...

Thursday, April 19, 2012

Right now I am feeling so many emotions inside. None of them however are even close to me getting to the point of me wanting to give up and quit so that of course is great but I still cannot help and feel bummed, I even cried...
For starters this morning was my usually weigh in and the scale was not very nice with me, it did not move at all...not even an ounce. I have been eating very well and exercising a lot more than usual. On the bright side however, at least I did not gain. It is what it is, it won't always be what we want it to be. After that, I still went for my normal 4 mile walk. I was telling my sister about my results and of course as usual, she started questioning me and was not very supportive. For her however, that is typical. Don't know why I bother telling her, but it's the same thing with her every time. I should be used to it!
I started new classes yesterday and boy am I already stressed out. These classes are HARD. I do not want to get to the point where I feel so stressed out that I quit on my weight loss efforts. This is my last year, and I have invested far too much money and time into school. A big part of losing weight is because my career will demand me to be fit, so I better get this body into shape!
I guess everything is just so overwhelming at times and it got to me. Then to top it all off someone told me something over a text message that hurt my feelings. Which may sound dumb, but that person is special to me and has been for a long time. I thought I could count on that person...I'm thinking twice about that.
I have to believe in myself first before anyone else can. I have so many issues I have to deal with on my own before I allow anyone into my life. I know I am a good person that deserves good things in life, and health is the best gift I can give myself. That is why I cannot give up on myself. Other people can come into my life and go, however the ones that stick around are the only ones that will truly matter in the end.
I do hope everything works out for the best..
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  • no profile photo CD11332196
    HEY SEXY GIRL NO MATTER WHAT PEOPLE SAYB ABOUT YOU


    YOU ARE TRYING TO BETTER YOUR LIFE BY LOSSING WEIGHT


    AND HGETTING HEALTHY AND THAT IS ALL THAT MATTERS

    YOU ARE YOUR ON BOSS SO LISTEN TO YOURSELF AND JUST GET

    UP AND SAY I CAN DO THIS AND I WILL.


    TRY THIS EAT REGULAR FOOD BUT JUST PORTOIN SIZE DOWN AND

    WALK AND DRINK WATER PLENTY OF IT AND EXERCISE AND

    DO NOT LKISTEN TO ANY ONE ELSE THIS IS HOWI AM LOOSING WEIGHT

    THIS IS MY OWNDIET I MNADE UP AND THE WIFE IS DOING THIS

    WITH ME AND SHE HAS LOST52 LBS SO FAR AND 3 SHORT SIZES

    SO JUST EAT REGULKAR FOOD AND FRUIT AND DAIRY ALSO FOR CALCIUM AND YOU WILL SEE A BIG DIFFERENCE OK

    I AM HERE IF YOU NEED ME FOR SUPPORT OK TTYL emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon
    3117 days ago
  • GYPSYGOTH
    here's a little inspiration to forget about what the number on the scale says, especially if you've been exercising a lot!
    http://studiofitnessmorroba
    y.com/fitness/its-time-to-cut-t
    ies-with-the-scale/
    check that out!

    hang in there!
    3143 days ago
  • FARRAH511
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    3144 days ago
  • no profile photo CD11332196
    HEY KIDO THE REASON THE SCALE WAS NOT NICE TO YOU


    BECAUSE YOU WERE STRESSED OUT FROM SCHOOL AND YOU ARE


    WHAT WE CALL AT A PLATUAU OR ON HOLD FOR A WHILE.

    YOU WILL HAVE TO SAY SELF WE ARE GOING TO BEAT

    THGIS WEIGHT GAME AND LISTEN TO YOUR SELF AND FORGET

    WHAT OTHER PEOPLE SAY YOU ARE THE BOSS NO ONE ELSE.

    I AM PROUD OF YOU AND I AM HERE THROUGH THINK AND THIN
    MY FAVORITE FOOD IS MEATLOAF AND A GOOD PIE

    SO IAM SAYING I SUPPORT YOU 100% OK ILOV E YA AND
    ALL I WANT IS THE BEST BYOU CAN BE TTYL emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon
    3147 days ago
  • no profile photo CD2403740
    I hope just writing this blog has helped to put things into perspective a little. The scales can have a huge influence on our moods, many things can have an impact, fluid retention being one of the huge ones. Saying that, it is important that you drink water, especially during your exercise. If we don't drink enough our bodies hold on to fluid. As a final year student you will be stressed. Did you say it is the beginning of the year, a hard time when it all is unknown, or seems so. Be assured, by the end of the year, you will understand so much more. All the very best, God bless.
    3148 days ago
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