I just have to do it
Friday, May 11, 2012
yeah I know it's been a while since I blogged. I have been here though working out, watching what I eat and trying to get in shape. This week weigh in wasn't so great I gained two pounds but I lost .4% body fat so I'm thinking maybe it was either muscle or water. Or it could have been a mixture of both.
I've been doing this new training program and let me tell you it has me on the ground in sweat by the time I'm done. However it's the good kind of sweat the kind of that keeps me pushing though this hard time. Push this fat right off me and build a leaner body then I have ever had in my life.
I'm so tired of being this fat girl. I was talking to my boyfriend the other night. In the in the 7 months I have been dating him I have given up twice on this weight loss. He goes to me "I don't know why you can't stay on track. If you want this bad enough you need to just make a choice to get it off and do it no matter what. "
I thought about this a lot and realize I just need to suck this up and get this weight off . I need to finish one thing in my life. I need to finish something so that I can get on the right track and finish other things. So I am thankful for having a BF who called me out on it and gave me something to think about.
I just have to do it.