A final Goodbye -
Saturday, June 09, 2012
"It's not you, it's me" - I have changed. I realize that this is hard on you - there is no turning back once the decision is made. I would love to say we can be friends, but we both know we can't. We tried that before and it seems that just knowing you are near was all I needed to return to you. In doing that, I returned to the disfunction that we were and each time it was worse than the time before.
This time I have to say goodbye - No looking back, no regrets. The time we spent together serves to motivate me to keep on this journey. To find others who are better for me - More FITTING for my new life.
Time to get in the car and drive away - take you to another place where sadly there will be another sad soul searching for someone just like you. If you could do me a favor though, please be kind - offer her the same motivation you gave me to make a change. Do not get too attached, hopefully your next relationship will not be nearly as long as ours was.
I will never forget you - not only are there photos to remind me of our time together, but the feeling you gave me, the real feeling, not the one I let everyone see - the one hidden deep down - is one I will never choose again !!!