I WONDER IF I WILL EVER GET IT RIGHT !!!!

I know I am not alone with weight issues. Mine have been over a lifetime, since infancy. I am SO tired of the struggling, and the myriads of diets over all the years, ranging from the very healthy to the very unhealthy. And out of utter frustration with the struggling, I end up - sooner or later - just throwing in the towel just before the next falling off the wagon.

I want this to work! I have had wonderful dieting success over the years, and abysmal failures! I long for a place of balance and a place for peaceful serenity where every calorie, carb and fat gram must not be such a major focus out of my every day.

This is Day No. 1 ... so for today, I am just letting off steam.

I know I cannot give up; I don't want to give up. I just want to not struggle so hard.