Friday, September 28, 2012
I've come to realize something this week...
my body hates me.
Yes, it's true. My body hates me. In all my exercising this week (well, over the past 2 or 3 weeks gradually) I feel like I've been going backward.. like instead of making progress I'm taking steps in the wrong direction. It's harder to do the same things that I was doing just a few weeks ago. My stomach is always upset, my joints are killing me, the scale isn't reflecting how hard I'm working, the treadmill makes me dizzy, and the list goes on. It's like in every way my body is completely rebelling against me.
I know it will get better in time and that my body is just trying to adjust to all the changes I've been making in both my diet and in my activity level, but I've been fighting for energy & have had to force myself to keep going and keep working as hard as I can.
I've been meeting my goals for BLC#16 & have been working out 6 days a week, but I feel like it's doing no good. I know it is, it just doesn't feel like it right now. Like I said, my body hates me. Literally. Why wouldn't it when I'm putting it through such torture - no more greasy food?! How dare I eat healthy! Lol.
But really, in general I'm not as discouraged as I was last week, but I think that's because I've recognized it as changes being made... So really, this means that I'm making progress. At least that's what I've decided to tell myself :)
I hope everyone has had a great week! Looking forward to another great one... each one is another step closer to my goals!!!