TURN OF EVENTS..
Monday, October 15, 2012
I haven't been here for a few days, had to take a hiatus due to work and major life changes. My children's father just called me a few days ago from the road (He's a truck driver) And informed me that he is leaving me for someone else. I have sat here fully faithful to this man, for the whole two years he has been on the road. He almost died a year and a half ago while on the road I hopped a plane to Kentucky and stayed with him a week there. He had a follow up surgery in May, I stayed with him in the hospital the whole couple weeks he was there and took care of him when he came home. I have done nothing to him but handle everything by myself...the work, the kids, the bills, the house. He was out of work from the surgery for 4 months. The last couple of months he started leaving every day. And every Saturday night he would leave and not come back until the next day. He guarded his phone like it was the Ark of the covenant and the ringer was always off. He spent our house payment money with nothing to show for it. I knew something was going on, but I couldn't prove it. It was eating me up. But, now I know. I haven't had the energy to walk and I have been ordering out every night because I haven't felt like cooking. When I got on the scale yesterday I expected to be back at my start weight. Amazingly I have lost 3 more pounds. I guess there's no better diet plan than Stress-A-Trim,lol. But it was just enough push to get me back on my game. So here I am.