Down and out

Wow a lot has changed since I first started thinking about loosing weight. I've had minor health set backs and entered a state where I thought my weight just wasn't going to change. Well, I've been 2 months post surgery now and am itching to get on the right path and perhaps loose some of the weight that I've had for a while. I just want to feel healthier.

I sit here, watching the rain pour outside... drinking another Rockstar and contemplating the idea of change. It sounds good... but I don't really know that I have what it takes to commit to anything long term. I run into burn out after a week or so... I just feel a bit hopeless.