Confession time (again)
Friday, February 22, 2013
I have to write a confession blog. I have been struggling the last couple weeks with my eating, particularly at night when I get home from work. I'm bracing, again, for a gain. I haven't been honest even with myself as I haven't gone back and tracked the snacks I've "indulged" in when I get home.
I don't understand why I'm doing this. Usually I can pin point the reason. This time however, the only reason I can come up with is boredom. I'm bored with life I guess.
I signed up to be a leader of a relatively inactive team, hoping it would help keep me motivated. It has helped a bit, but definitely not the entire solution.
I fear I am reaching a point where I will give up. I'm trying very, very hard not to do that. I don't want to un do all I've achieved over the last year. I have been trying new recipes and I'm still searching for exercise that I like (same old same old).
I will not give up. I just felt I needed to be honest with the spark friends who are always there supporting each other.
I hope you are all having a wonderful day.