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Stressed and Disappointed Tonight.....

Tuesday, March 05, 2013

Just a quick blog - I'm tired - and confused. Roxy the wonder dog was doing so well this past weekend after her near death experience. I let my guard down perhaps. By Monday night she was again showing signs of distress. SO-- Instead of waiting to take her back late Tues. afternoon for blood work - I took her back this am. Her blood work numbers have again fallen. And our vet is a graduate of Mississippi State Vet School - which just happens to be one of the best in the country - Our daughter graduated from MSU - but not from Vet School. But it truly is one of the best. So - when Roxy slipped backward - our vet contacted a vet up there. Long story short - they are now thinking that she may have a form of inherited of Doggie Hemophilia. Not even sure it can be treated at this point. And we are so disappointed that she is bleeding internally again...or some more - I'm really not sure which.....she is such a sweet girl - and doesn't deserve this....
This has NOTHING to do with good lifestyle choices - I really do know that...but it really IS my life right now....I cannot concentrate on anything else. My focus is NOT on me.....I keep slipping further toward poor choices and I am so disappointed in Pam right now...
The good news is: I will NEVER EVER give up on myself. I just have to figure out how to deal with the stresses in my life and finish on top.
Any pointers would be appreciated!!
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  • JUNEBUG1944
    Oh, dear Pam, I am so sorry. Poor little puppy and poor you. How sad for both of you. Michelle has given you good advice. I wish the best for you and Roxy. emoticon
    2719 days ago
  • MIDROAD
    All I can do is echo Michelle's sentiment and let you know you and little Roxy are in my thoughts and prayers! I hope you both have a better day!

    Jeannie
    2719 days ago
  • MALEXANDER4
    Oh Pam as I sit here with tears in my eyes for a dog I haven't met....sorry you know me and dogs...but lord willing all will be ok. But.....will you? Sometimes things happen for a reason. Just know that you gave her all the best you could in her short life. Now about you.....breathe my dear sweet friend. God never gives you more than you can handle, and of course if he brings you to it he will bring you through it. These are so very true and keep me together alot. we may not understand to reasons behind any of this but he does. So don't give up on YOU because that was not his intention for you i'm sure. But we or me is here for you if and when you need to vent.
    2719 days ago
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