I suffer from the great American guilt.
Monday, March 18, 2013
I am one of those. I can't bring myself to waste good food that I purchased. Especially since money is tight. I overbought pizza and doughnuts for my daughters 16th birthday slumber party over the weekend. I have left over donuts. pizza, cake, ice cream and soda. If I only have one donut and some eggs its a pretty decent meal. If I stick to just two pieces of pizza its still under 500 calories. The problem is the cake and ice cream. My daughters don't eat a whole lot of cake and I can't stand to see it wasted. The soda I don't really drink so its not a problem and the ice cream my daughters will eat. I have totally derailed all my diet progress and have to start all over again between my illnesses and hosting this party. I am back at my starting point. I am ready to give up. I am having a hard time motivating myself to get back to exercising and am making all sorts of excuses up. I have got to buckle down and get myself motivated to get back to it. I need to do it for my health, for my self image and so that I can fit into my clothes. Buying new clothes is expensive and buying new ones because the are too small is not okay, Buying them because my clothes are too big I can stomach.