Saturday, January 04, 2014
This may sound really odd but I have a strange problem and wonder if it is just me or if it is just part of the lifestyle change. I am sticking to this. I loved pizza but frankly it had been giving me heartburn EVERY SINGLE time I ate it for the last two years or so. Tonight I was offered pizza for dinner, I turned it down for amazing leftovers. WHY THEN am I feeling REALLY sad and "hungry" tonight, when I am NOT hungry and had a pretty good day? I think I am actually feeling sorry for myself!
Not ME exactly, but the old me from 3 months ago. Food was my best friend. It was there when no one else was, it knew how I felt and we had a lot of good times together. I still enjoy food I have just discovered the food I truly like. Instead of ice cream I eat frozen banana's, instead of soda I drink water with lemon, lime or a tiny bit of orange juice. I refuse to bow down to that feeling. I haven't walked the last two days due to being a bit under the weather, perhaps that also has something to do with the way I am feeling.
I used to be really flexible, I loved change, as I have gotten older I don't like change that much and perhaps that is part of what is bugging me tonight. So what am I doing about it, you ask? Eating a salad with salsa for dressing, writing this oh woe is me blog entry and ready to read other blogs and become inspired and shut that brat up! Lol! More in a few days!