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Bad Eating Habits Depression Yet and Church

Sunday, January 19, 2014

Well i blew it today i had over 200 calories again. I did not log the other 3 days before today yet. I know i am eating too many high caloric snacks because i feel depressed yet. Being one armed does not help either. Weather has been nicer and i walked to the store today and yesterday. We did not plan out our meals very good this time and we ended up short So today we were eating macaroni and cheese and wieners for both meals. Very high in sodium today too. Miss being in church too but Jennifer cannot face the pastor yet without feeling very angry. We have forgiven him but she needs time to heal. I see the orthopedist on Tuesday; cannot wait to have my arm back. I did not tell my sister-in-law yet about what happened; maybe because i know even if she tells my sisters i will not hear anything from them. My older sister, Shirley never calls or writes meat me at all; and Carol only writes now and then. My family is very dysfunctional now; it is like we are invisible. They were down last month after Christmas and stayed by mom yet they never called me at all. So why should i care? The people i worked with at the store felt more like family than they do and even some people from our church. Now i have lost both and feel lost.
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    Is there another church you could attend? I remember there were people in your old church that you didn't care for so maybe a change would be a good thing. You could try it. It is too bad about your family. I would live my life without them but keep an open heart towards them should they want to contact you. Perhaps Jennifer needs to tell the Pastor how he made her feel and clear the air if you really still want to be part of that particular church. I hope you feel better soon. emoticon emoticon
    2392 days ago
  • FROSTY99
    Sometimes we have to let go of the notion that we believe should be our life. I don't speak at all to my oldest son. I have 7 grandchildren I do not see. It broke my heart but I cannot let them hold sway and make me feel bad. I pray for them daily, love them without question, but I do not like them and choose not to deal with their drama. It is a choice we sometimes must make.
    2392 days ago
    Then stick with the people who give you warm fuzzies and separate from those who don't.
    2393 days ago
    2393 days ago
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