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Better Business Bureau Church update and poems

Saturday, February 01, 2014

Well i filed a complaint against Discover today with the Better Business Bureau. I am getting tired of them calling me 3or 4 times a day. I refuse to talk to them since they will not listen to me. They expect me to pay 336 plus over a thousand on top of that yet since i am over the limit. Waiting to see if someone will call back to take us to church. Our regular ride does not trust the slippery roads and the other one is out of town. The party we are waiting on is iffy cause he never called us back before and made excuses up. My eating is getting out of control again with depression. Have been writing different kind of poetry called chants. Here are two of them i wrote.
I am sad in my soul

I am sad in my soul
My heart mourns
I am sad in my soul

Nothing is going right
I am sad in my soul
My world is upside down

I am sad in my soul
Life has thrown me aside
I am sad in my soul

Clouds of darkness pass by
I am sad in my soul
Father where are you now?

I am sad in my soul
Weary and depressed
I am sad in my soul

My joy has dissipated
I am sad in my soul
I cry no more, no more!

I want the dawn to break
I am sad in my soul
The night is far too long

Wolves are howling at my door
I am sad in my soul
And I have nowhere to go

I am sad in my soul
Everyone wants their money
I am sad in my soul

Where do I find it?
I am sad in my soul
Lost and full of despair

I am sad in my soul
Where is the light?
I am sad in my soul

The tunnel is too long
I am sad in my soul
Only darkness around me

I am sad in my soul
I long to hear Your voice
I am sad in my soul

Tell me this will end
I am sad in my soul
That help is on the way

I am sad in my soul
So very sad in my soul
Where is the sunshine?

I am sad in my soul
Oh Jesus make me whole
Cause I am sad in my soul

I am sad in my soul!
I am sad in my soul!

I hate winter

Oh how I hate winter!
The freezing rain and flying snow
Frost on everything

Oh how I hate winter
Cold dreary and cheerless
The blustery cold winds

Oh how I hate winter!
The snow that needs shoveling
Cars that need heating

Oh how I hate winter!
House is forever drafty
Heating bills sky high

Oh how I hate winter!
Black ice underneath
And snow on top of it

Oh how I hate winter!
Slippery slushy stuff
Pristine white to brown

Oh how I hate winter!
Sun goes down too early
And comes up too late

Snow and ice melting
Then freezing come morning
Oh how I hate winter!

I loathe and despise
That cold nasty season
Oh how I hate winter
Oh how I abhor it!
Oh how I hate winter!
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  • IAMWINNING
    Laura, you are so talented. I'm glad you have your poetry to express yourself.

    I'm so sorry you're having trouble with Discover, and I hope it gets resolved, and in your favor, soon. I hate it when people don't even listen to what I'm saying.

    This next is from personal experience. Depression is an awful thing, debilitating, even. I'm sure you already know that there are multiple ways to deal with it - talk therapy, medicine, and probably other ways - and there's no 'one size fits all'. But we children of God have Him. He wants us to turn our eyes on Him, and trust that He is taking care of us. It IS very hard to continue to trust Him when all we can see are problems without solutions. I will be praying for you. Our Father loves and cares for us. Proverbs 18:10. "The name of the Lord is a strong tower; the righteous run to it and are safe." Call upon the name of the Lord.
    2379 days ago
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