Sunday, February 02, 2014
Did not get to church today and out of 4 lottery tickets i got nothing! Feel like God is leaving me on a wild goose chase or something. I am terrified of being homeless and losing our dog. I am not telling my sister-in-law cause she would say that then how can i afford to go to school. She does not understand cause she is not a Christian. Got to get all the paperwork in order to get Community Care from Bellin. They want to know about all the money i might have even stocks or bonds. What a pain in the butt! Feel like that old country song;" If it weren't for bad luck i'd have no luck at all. Gloom and despair is dogging in on me. Deep dark depression excessive misery."
That says it all.