SP Premium
POETLKNG2LOSE
100,000-149,999 SparkPoints 138,280
SparkPoints
 

Still Blue

Sunday, February 02, 2014

Did not get to church today and out of 4 lottery tickets i got nothing! Feel like God is leaving me on a wild goose chase or something. I am terrified of being homeless and losing our dog. I am not telling my sister-in-law cause she would say that then how can i afford to go to school. She does not understand cause she is not a Christian. Got to get all the paperwork in order to get Community Care from Bellin. They want to know about all the money i might have even stocks or bonds. What a pain in the butt! Feel like that old country song;" If it weren't for bad luck i'd have no luck at all. Gloom and despair is dogging in on me. Deep dark depression excessive misery."
That says it all.
Share This Post With Others
Member Comments About This Blog Post
  • SABLENESS
    Ditto to comment and Philippians 4:6,7. There is always something to be grateful for, however dark things are. emoticon emoticon emoticon
    2378 days ago
  • IAMWINNING
    emoticon This is me coming along side you in prayer and sisterly love.

    I'm so sorry it seems like pretty much everything is down and bad for you. I know you struggle with it, and I wish I could make it all better, but I can't. I like what BILLTMAN said: try to find some thing, however small, to be a positive in your day. And don't take your eyes off Jesus. I'm continuing to hold you up in prayer.

    God promises over and over in scripture that He will not leave us or forsake us, and that He WILL provide our needs according to His timetable. How difficult it is to hold on to those promises when all is going bad for us, but "Faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see." Hebrews 11:1 (NIV)
    2378 days ago
  • BILLTMAN
    Try not to focus on the negative it will always pull you down. I know you have a lot of issues right now but try to find something positive, something you can be grateful for and dwell on that.

    Here is a word from the Lord for you today:

    Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, shall guard your heart and mind in Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:6-7
    2378 days ago
  • PROUD-GRANDMA
    emoticon
    2378 days ago
  • JANTWO
    emoticon
    2379 days ago
  • Add Your Comment to the Blog Post

    Log in to post a comment


    Disclaimer: Weight loss results will vary from person to person. No individual result should be seen as a typical result of following the SparkPeople program.