Back Story and Authentiity

Well the misunderstanding is cleared up now i think; the pastor talked to the lady and then she called me the net day. Jennifer finally got her room more organized and less messy. I am depressed cause i do not think i will be able to go to camp again cause of my hand and the pain in my back and leg. Something i look forward to is gone. I am learning how to be real and authentic in out bible study and be more open with others. In church Wednesday night i explained how i was a pacifist and would walk away from someone instead of confronting them. That is the reason we left for a while until the person would cool off and see reason. I would never totally leave the church. I let the women inside the real me Wednesday night when i explained how scared i was about my future and being homeless. I still need to work on self control and trusting God more.