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Friday, June 13, 2014

Today is my Sons Birthday June 13th, 2014. He turns 29 today. My where has the time gone. I remember when I held him in my arms. So happy and excited that day. He was a blessing and still is. We used to be so close. Spent a lot of time together when he was growing up. So many wonderful memories.
When he had his Son I wa so proud of him. He was so happy.
The past 5 years has been a very difficult time for him. A long story. Too much to get into. The bad thing about it is we have grown far apart. And I can not help but believe it is due to his second relationship. He was not married to the Mother of my Grandson. After they broke up he married another woman. I tolerate her but do not like her. It is because of her that he has given up his rights to His Son and has stayed away from me and his family.
I'm trying to get a hold of all the emotions I'm haveing today. Saddness, pride, sorrow, anger, feeling lost. Could go on and on.

Going to take my other Son to the Barn with me to ride and work some calories off as well as get some feelings off my chest! Thanks for listening Spark Friends!
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  • SNOWFILLY
    Hugs, so sorry.
    2419 days ago
  • STEVEN2GO2
    emoticon for the distance you are having with your son whose birthday is today. I hope in time the two of you may somehow find a way to regain your closeness!

    Enjoy the day with your other son, I hope your time with and conversation with him helps!

    My ex-wife put a wedge between me and my family. It took time and I realized that I had to get away from my ex. Luckily my family was there when I came to my senses and happily welcomed me home!
    2420 days ago
  • SVELTEWARRIOR
    emoticon I pray that things will right themselves soon
    2420 days ago
  • 50YEARSAWIFE
    emoticon Bless you. Hoping you feel better after talking out with your other son. emoticon
    2420 days ago
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