Tuesday, May 05, 2015
I'm still not back in the full swing of things. I'm not getting up extra early like I was. In fact, I get up with DH's alarm at 0630. So I'm going to try to get up early tomorrow and see how it goes.
They need an emoticon that is yawning. My fatigue has gotten so much worse. I could go back to sleep right after I wake up in the mornings. By 9 AM I'm ready to pass out asleep. I'm trying to hang in there, but when your body is falling asleep it doesn't matter how hard you try, everything becomes exhausting and you just want to lay down, just for a little bit... But I'm not going to give in to that any more. I'm not going to sleep my day, my life away. Caffiene is my new best friend! And with all of the labs that I just had done, surely they will figure out what is causing this.
My weight at the doctors office was 252, so I've only gained two pounds. I thought it was going to be so much worse than that! I'm not happy about it, but I'm thankful that is all that I gained.
I'm going to go on a liquids only fast, probably Thursday and Friday. If I can get the stuff for juice, great, if I can't, oh-well. I have broth for if I start feeling too peckish. I really think fasting is what the Lord has been calling me to do. Everywhere I turn there is somethng else about fasting.
Update on DH. He's blocked or burnt out on his job (very common in the computer business) and is not able to do his job as well as he normally does. He's worried that he will be fired because of it. He was interviewed for a position in another department but they are going to make him go through the whole interview process, so he is updating his resume and putting it out in the market. He's wondering if this is not a sign to go back to college for ministry as he was before we came to GA. I'm as worried as a worm in a wading pool. We have a very comfortable lifestyle, have great insurance, and we are not very good with money. We have to learn how to budget our money if we are going to go down in how much we make. Because faster than a flea could fly to Florida, he could be out of a job.
So please send up a quick prayer for us. Thanks!