The Beast Unmasked
Saturday, July 25, 2015
So. When i was in the hospital on HUGE doses of steroids for a month....i actually lost a few pounds thanks to the portion controls in the hospital food. I was ALWAYS hungry there. So when I got home i went a little wild. Whole wheat bagels with tofutti "cream cheese:" are the current drug of choice. I have one bagel left. And i'm not buying any more. My face has never been more swollen than it is right now. I have several chins and no neck.
This hideousness is caused by IV steroids....It is NOT because I put on weight. The first pic is me prior to this bout of steroids The thinnest person in the world can look like this if given enough steroids It is embarrassing, humiiating, and there is not a thing in the world that i can do to prevent it or to get rid of it. Only time will heal this baby. And if I have another asthma attack before this issue is fully resolved? I will need a wagon to tote my face in..
I was close. Onederland was 7lbs away And instead of preachin that good news to myself....I just ate until it was no longer in easy grasp. Why??? Because I hate myself right now. Beauty and the Beast...and I am the Beast.