Day 1: Need Support + School approaching....

Sparkies,

It's me again. Sorry for the hiatus. So much has been going on. Now I could delve into how this will be my last day one again, but I'm not going to put that much pressure on myself. I have enough pressure on me. I'm just going to tell you what's been going on and ask for your support.

I'm engaged and plan to get married on May 21st of 2016. He is absolutely wonderful. He's supportive and patient and kind and he loves me....all 176 pounds of me. Yes, sadly you've read right...I'm 176 pounds right now the heaviest I've ever been. I don't know how this happens and I've dealt with it in many ways and wallowing in self pity is not the way to go.

So I've decided to do the best that I can do. I can only push myself so far but I'm not going to pressure myself. I'm going to do my very best I can. That includes school and my health life. I'm going to do my BEST to work out everyday and eat 6 small meals a day. I'm going to do my BEST to get all A's this semester. That's all we can do really is do our honest best.

So for all those who are in need of support I'd like to end this blog with words I got from a recent back to school prayer vigil I recently attended. Until tomorrow, good night and God Bless.

"Good, Better, Best, Never Let It Rest,
Until Your Good Becomes Your Better
And Your Better Becomes Your BEST"
's and 's
Kat