It's been such a long time
Tuesday, November 24, 2015
Last time I logged in here was back n July, and it feels like a lifetime ago. I refused to let go of SP even when I wasn't committed at all, and I am glad I didn't. A lot of things have happened since but not as I wanted. I haven't lost any weight, but I haven't gained it back either (thank God!)
I am back because last night I decided to start my new years resolution early. I will be starting a new job then, and it fits that I start a new life too. Hopefully this new job will give me a bit more security that I need and will be able to stop working my other two half time jobs. I have been running crazy running from job to job to job, and as you guessed it, exercising has not been my priority (nor eating healthy). I have let that slip by the cracks and made up tons of excuses, but it needs to stop. I want changes and I have to start by working on them.
It doesn't help that Thanksgiving is just around the corner! But why not start now? I can prove myself that I have self control and that I can make better choices. The timing couldn't have been any better!
I was a bit bummed out because my sister and I had started a competition on losing weight and she was beating me. I wondered and wondered why I couldn't lose the weight as quick as she was and she confessed today. She had been cheating me! lol I don't mind whatever she does to lose the weight as long as I know I am doing it the healthy way even if it takes three times as long. I know I can do this! I have done it before, I can definitely do it again!