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Sunday, May 22, 2016

Well, here I am again, after another long lapse. My husband passed away on April 3, 2016. We found out February 29th that he had cirrhosis of the liver and a large cancerous tumor on his liver. He went on chemo, very briefly, but on April 1st he went into renal failure. The doctors tried to get him to the point where they could do dialysis, but it never happened. I am very lonely and very lost. We would have been married 35 years this coming July 14th. I will be moving back to Texas to be near my family as soon as I can get the house sold and take care of everything here. I'm beginning another life now, with just me and my three dogs. Please pray for me.
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  • BRAYBORN
    I am so sorry for your loss.
    1535 days ago
  • MEME601955
    I'm so sorry for y your lost I have been there my husband of 33,years passed away yesterday was11years ago. Take your time and God bless you I still haven't been out with a man in 11years prayer's for you
    1535 days ago
  • JHARLEY08
    I lost my mom in 2008 with the same disease chirosis of liver and then cancer I still miss her very much you have my deepest symphathy
    1535 days ago
  • PICKIE98
    I am SO sorry about this. Of course, I will pray for you and your family. I agree about the day at a time, but if need be, even an hour or five minutes.
    If it might help, make a list of what you need to do in the next six months, then a column for the next month(pay bills, sort through things, legal stuff,etc), then another for this week.. ( gas in car, dog food, lawn care, groceries,etc.
    Then make one for JUST TODAY!
    Get up, eat, shower, feed dogs, cuddle with dogs, make any calls needed, nap, walk, JUST be or cry, or JUST BE!!
    ABSOLUTELY NOTHING has to be done immediately.
    Nothing, if you do not feel like doing it. Decisions can wait until YOU are ready. Ben there and this made a difference for me.
    1535 days ago
  • MEL9300
    I am so sorry for your loss. Sending support you way.
    1535 days ago
  • MDHALL2008
    So sorry for your loss, wishing you the best as you move ahead. Take it a day at a time when you need to.
    1535 days ago
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