Day 524/Birds/ Sewing
Friday, June 17, 2016
Of course I've only been sewing for two weeks now and have only made different versions of totes, so there is a lot I have to learn, but I love it. It's so relaxing and transports me to a peaceful place. I looked up sewing humor on Pinterest last night and apparently my house is in imminent danger of overflowing with fabric if I keep this up, LOL.
I lost another pound. Or that is what the scale says. I'm suspicious that it is getting my hopes up. But I'm willing to humor it and say I've lost yet another pound this week for a grand total of 5 pounds lost. I plan on working out and staying on my feet and active (except when sewing) to keep those pounds off. This morning I'm on cleaning mode. I realized last night that I've made a mess of the dining room floor under the table with all of my sewing. It's a mess.
All summer I've been fighting these silly sparrows that want to nest in an old nest in our garage. They won. I found babies in the nest yesterday, so the garage door will stay open during the day. I won't leave it open at night, but I'll give them the day. Poor things, I had closed the garage for the day and moved the garbage bin to check the nest and three little mouths opened wide.
I'm still fighting those voices from my past that say I will never be good at anything. I want to be good at sewing, and I think I'm creative enough to be. Creative, that is not something I would have used to describe myself just two weeks ago. But my therapist pointed out that I'm not even using a pattern, I'm using ideas I found on the internet to make my totes and that is being creative. I've firmly decided that I'm not going to let the past win this time. I can be good at sewing, if not great! I'm finding that the more I keep telling myself that, the more I'm okay with making mistakes and things not being perfect. Don't get me wrong, I'm trying to make beautiful totes, but I've made a lot of mistakes along the way. Before that would have had me packing up the sewing machine saying it just must not be my thing. Now I'm happy with each improvement and each flaw. I found a coloring page on one of the blogs I subscribe to, it says "Mistakes are proof you are trying". I love it. I printed it and me and the girls are going to color it today. I want them to know that mistakes are okay. Mistakes are how we learn. In fact I put that saying on our dry erase calendar so that they (and I) would see it every day.
I got frustrated messing up big totes though.. or I guess they are small totes, but I made mini ones (5 inch by 5 inch) last night to help me get the technique right. I'm giving them to the kids to use with their dolls. And I got the seam right finally!
Off to start cleaning and fixing the messes I have made
Hope you have a beautiful day!