Blast from the past
Friday, July 22, 2016
So I'm back, but now I'm a mum with a 7 month old baby girl. I don't want to be a fat lazy mother, I want to be energetic & enjoy life. I have a bad habit now, I'm smoking cigarettes & I'm trying to quit. I'm back to weighing 110kgs & wanting to get down to 75kgs I have no time frame just determination. My one weekly takeaway day has now turned into a major walking day with the only food being eaten being sushi during them. It's taken me this long to be motivation into losing weight as I had a terrible labour & resulted in having a hysterectomy at 22. But now I'm healed and wanting to get healthy! I have a loving partner who is my backbone. He's inspiring & hardworking & I honestly couldn't be any luckier to have such an amazing man in my life. My daughter is healthy & makes me so proud. So my goal is to make her proud of me. Everything I do is for my partner & my daughter & I know they both love me the way I am but I'm not 100% happy with my body when I myself look in the mirror. So that's one thing i really want to work on, being proud of myself. I'm currently looking for a house & honestly hope my luck turns around & all my goals get achieved. If you want it, you have to get off your ass & get it right??