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Done and Done

Tuesday, September 20, 2016

I'd first like to thank all of you who listened to my fear and encouraged me to NOT give away my power - in regard to the wake and funeral for my DIL's mom. I am happy to report that I did just that and all things went as they were suppose to go.

My stomach was pretty much tied in knots on the long drive to Winsted - a drive that we have made so many times before which almost always led to some stressful event. But I resolved (there's that word again) in my head that I would stand tall and offer my love and support to Crystal & Will, my adorable grandsons, Donna's husband and her son Paul and daughter Laura. William was outside when we arrived and he was very happy to see us. We were then greeted by Cassie, a dear close friend of Crystals. There was no sign of the step-daughter, apparently she didn't come. Whew! That made my evening a whole lot better. The ex was there, but she doesn't bother me as much because - after all - there's a reason she's the ex and I'm the current!

We stayed through the prayer service. Crystal wrote a beautiful letter to her mom that her friend Cassie read - we all had tears in our eyes. Dear Aaden who just turned 7 really lost it at the very end. He asked his Dad when he would be able to see Nana Banana (his name for grandma), Will told him not for a very long time until Aaden goes to heaven. Little Aaden said "what if I forget what she looks like".

The funeral today was very short and very nice. All the mean people were there - they took up 2 tables at the luncheon. But Tom and I had my children with us, and the grandsons spent a lot of time with us too. Aaden has a crush on my daughter Lauriellen - most boys do! William also came to talk with us for awhile - I know he really appreciated that his normal family (not that we're all that normal, but comparatively speaking....) were there and available if needed. We don't push our way in, we have respect for others; we understand boundaries.

I am somewhat concerned for Crystal - she has quite a weight on her shoulders. He dad didn't look too good so I know she will be worrying about him. She is the caretaker of the family and will try hard to hold everything together. But she's a strong young woman and I have confident that she will make it through this difficult time. Tom and I will give them some space to grieve, we'll probably pay a visit sometime in October.

So my lesson learned - be true to yourself and stop worrying about what MIGHT happen. Doing just that simple thing brings peace to me and those around me. I hope I can remember this lesson for all time because it's a big one! Thanks again to all my spark friends!
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  • JEANKNEE
    I am so happy that you got through this stressful event successfully with your integrity in tact and standing tall. To thine own self be true. emoticon emoticon
    1347 days ago
  • IAMSUNNYHOWARD
    Awesome! Staying in the present and holding it together! You rocked it!
    1348 days ago
  • DEXSUNFIRE79
    Glad it went well!
    1348 days ago
  • MARINGAL
    You have grown Leaps n' Bounds Kathy dear! Along with new confidence, spirituality growth, love in your heart, empathy galore and so much good stuff. And you did it, standing tall!!!!!! ;o) Awesomeness my friend. And Daisy Doodle did just fine too. SO you can get back and settle in, relax that head of yours and treat yourself to something very special. YOu deserve it Kathy. You worked very hard and it wasn't an easy time either. Whoooopeeeeee! oxoxo
    1348 days ago
  • LEANJEAN6
    so happy that you didn't bite anyone to-day--sometimes it's tempting eh?--Lynda
    1348 days ago
  • FLORIDASUN
    I'm SO happy that you got through this stressful event with resolve and style! I'm sure Crystal will be forever grateful to you for your support. I'm also so happy that the step-daughter wasn't there to add drama to an already stressful situation. I have to remember the lesson you learned and shared with us and that is "STOP worrying about what MIGHT happen" I do that all the time with our house situation and it's a ridiculous waste of energy!

    Now you can kick back and relax! Have fun...life is short! emoticon
    1348 days ago
  • AMANDAGARCIA85
    Sounds like you handled the situation with grace and compassion. Thanks for the lesson!
    1348 days ago
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  • PAREEMATTOX
    Family drama can be difficult I'm glad that during this time of sorrow you did not experience that.
    1348 days ago
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