I no longer feel good
Sunday, December 18, 2016
I now live on south beach on one of the most infamous cross streets and I'm depressed as hell! I went through a lot this year and I mean so much it's exhausting just to even write it down. But I want out of this fat suit! Clearly not bad enough! I see gorgeous people daily! I tried clothes shopping and that made me feel worse! Nothing is making me smile. Nothing. And I wish I could wave a magic wand and get this going. But I've lost my spark the little bit I had left its gone. I don't know how to get it back. I'm overwhelmed beyond words. :( I just want a hug.