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I no longer feel good

Sunday, December 18, 2016

I now live on south beach on one of the most infamous cross streets and I'm depressed as hell! I went through a lot this year and I mean so much it's exhausting just to even write it down. But I want out of this fat suit! Clearly not bad enough! I see gorgeous people daily! I tried clothes shopping and that made me feel worse! Nothing is making me smile. Nothing. And I wish I could wave a magic wand and get this going. But I've lost my spark the little bit I had left its gone. I don't know how to get it back. I'm overwhelmed beyond words. :( I just want a hug.
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  • SWCHKLT
    So sorry love.Dont give up it takes so long.Ive been doing this for 8 months faithfully.The scale being mt worst enemy.Just this month I started dropping pounds.Im so glad I had spark to keep me motivated.You can do this beautiful. ..lets go
    1368 days ago
  • GINGERRA1980
    Thank you everyone ❤️
    1406 days ago
  • HAS2BEME
    emoticon I lost my spark at one time. It took me a while to come back but I am so glad that I did come back. We all have bad times. You just need to get it back. I know it does not help where you live. But you really do not have a choice in that matter. Just get positive again and you will do great.
    1407 days ago
  • ERICALEAHA
    You can't let problems take over i know easier said than done. You can't change the past just move forward and take one day at a time. Exercise is the best stress relief trust me. Concentrate on yourself and what you need and things will get better. Spark teams really help you stay focused. Hope this helps emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon
    1407 days ago
  • SEAMUNKI
    Sending you a hug. It's a daily journey. Try not to get too discouraged. You can do this. I believe in you. Everyone gets down days. Reach out if you need a friend.
    1407 days ago
  • J01160
    Hug, you need,a personal trainer and Sparkpeople. It will be dlow, but it will happen. Perseverance pays!
    1407 days ago
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