No longer comfortable in my skin & active challenges

I am officially single digit pounds from hitting 200 pounds. And I was forced to buy a bigger pant size because I was so sick and tired of not breathing in my pants.

I look at myself in the mirror. I don't like what I see. If I was comfortable and loved what I see I would own. Embrace it.

My husband loves me whatever skin I am wearing. It hurts me to be intimate with him. i refuse to let my weight come between me and my husband.

I am already signed up for the 5% Winter Challenge...are there any add'l teams that have active team or individual challenges?